Who am I

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Have you guys ever wondered or felt like you don\'t have any feeling? So many times that I feel like, I don\'t know who am I. I mean my feeling inside is very strange. I don\'t exactly know what I want. I feel like there\'s always still have something, but I don\'t know what that is. I try to figure it out and combine my thoughts together, but it doesn\'t work. I considering myself and it seems so useless. Power and imagination are in my thought mostly. Sometimes I want to be anything that not really am. I want to touch to all of the energys that ready to control my body and my soul. I feel like something is taking everything from me.

I think that all of the points might come with my loneliness. i\'m away here far from my family to be alone about 8 months now. I can\'t say that i miss them but sometimes i cry without any feeling. It\'s a good to have somebody that i really close to around and talk with. i talk with myself and complaint to everything alone by myself. Nobody has to know about how I feel except my tired body and brain. I\'m tired of being like this. And so far I\'ve pressured myself every single day.