Life as a ...

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พอเริ่มโตขึ้นก็เลยเริ่มกลับมาเขียนเรื่องสั้นในมุมมองของสิ่งต่างๆ แทนที่จะเป็นตัวเราหรือคนในอุดมคติ เรื่องนี้ใช้เวลาเขียนไม่มาก ถึงเนื้อหาจะไม่ได้สดใสเท่าไหร่ แต่ก็อยากให้รู้ว่าทุกอย่างล้วนขึ้นอยู่กับมุมมองของเราเองค่ะ 

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In the darkness, I was born and placed on this soft tender textured creature. I had always been struck by this kindness of hers; I hope to never hurt her ever again. But. How could I ever be sure when she only felt pain once she took the initiative to do so.

She was the only one I had. Every hour, every minute and every second I had in the entirety of my life was dedicated to her. Yet, whenever she got nervous or stressed or anxious, she tore and broke me bit by bit, both literally and figuratively in my mind. Regardless of those, nonetheless, I tell you: “never had I ever fought back, spoken up against or wanted to avenge.”

Each queek, and squeak, and shriek and every single sound of soreness and strain experienced by her dumps my mind into an endless pit. Back into the darkness I belonged, she put me. She never let me grow too much before she cut me down or tore me apart. Left me to die and rot by myself on the floor; I was never enough for her. Agreed that life was hard, yet I hoped she was not too harsh on herself - she could had kept me for a little longer.

Life as a minor part of one’s life had never been so hard…