Thoughts.

Random Thoughts.

Its been a whee-while since I wrote a blog, its actually not that long. But, I feel like my life as a blog has never activated, its boring, like a still water. Sometimes I got lost, in an existence, and forgot everything. I was like I knew it will be happening and then the numb of my heart cease me. Guess what? It ruins everything. I just gave up and done nothing as it's ignoring a revels truthful. I'm so depressed of everything and I don't know why it put me behind the downfall. However, the fact that I have a passion on writing has never disappeared but it flowed upon the earth 'I couldnt catch it' What i mean by this, is that i just failed, should be saying ' I fucked up' for real. Life isnt that easy, everyone knows that but you knew that because everyone was saying that, the truth is it suffers you down to the hell and you just cant wake it up.

To:
I've never been in anypart of your life, just a somebody who doesnt exist in your world, in your dream i was just walking by and day by day, and month by month. It's getting hurt then what ive alwyas hoped for, was just a silly imagination. Its happy to see both of you but it hurts me a lot, because you love her so much.

What am I, just only an activating toy that you sometime want it and sometime dont. I distanced you out my way but you don't. it hurts so much.

I cant need you, im so sad of having you as a hotel room, its not a real home. (lol, what the hack) however, i cant have you.

I need to pass this shit, goodby.

Thoughts.

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