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(23.12.15)
Should I say, welcome me back or Marry christmas to yall! Haha. Well, its not even a day of life starting yet. I'm kind of back for a bit, as i said well i didnt say anything yet. I got two weeks offf for this winter break! Bankok has never cold anyways! but ! though you will get the sense of chlling at the night that could do a forty wink whilst I waited for my christmas.
Life is pretty chill ehh, when you took your mind of everything. At the moment i'm with my younger-sister, frankly i am baby-sitter her. thus have a time for updating my winky life a bit. haha. Dounstaris in the recliner and shes sleeping on a blanket bewteen the wall and the recliner (about two and a half feet of space) and she's growling and twitching. I can tell shes dreaming about chasing something about badgers well well. Last time, i mentioned about sth which tons of feeling involoved, since i grown up and hosnetly i faced up lots of indirectly hook up like what i wrote in the last blog tho, well we had a feeling but its impossible. Duh but it was a small amount of shit, pass month i knew a guy whos younger than me haha well shes bit cheeky for someo of reasons but hes cute and like a costodian guy lol, again he has gf and still in love with her much. In a nutshell, we hooked up for awhile, then we ended confessed to each other that to had this affair its totally wrong. We stop our relationship out there, however even it stops, the deeper of that i can tell hes still have that 'thing' to me. Like the ambiguous moves that eiter care ot not, smashed me like wth i get suffered, for real. My heart was totoally broken but i get used to it and forget it. Although a weeks go were still together but this time i distanced myself out of his way. You know? Gotta stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it. Well i learnt.
I just sent my friends back to U.s. of a. yeay things changed you know, i love myfriends but honestly in the myst of my mind, i knew something. Its quite intriguing to me to see who really we are, i know the differences that intricate each of our personalities lie. well i can personally related to each friend, but we are different becaue the thing we so-called it 'Growing up' everything in the past is falling aprt the new of us. Haha. but we're good together. She lives in a state of L.A. and here for vacay we had fun a lot. I got to know this world of billion, eeach thigs different, each people unique. and I accepted it. It is the way it is.
I end the fogging behave, thats bad thing for a girl to do. haha. let me think what chnaged me by far, havent had like a real convos like this since i was aparted from this site. Hows it going everyone? Haha. I'm good , even though i particularly like to hesitate myself from the best thing and ended up holy solo. Oh i had a decided plans for holidays with myself and a group of peers, not that much. I want to go on a little adventure for a while now, like up to moutain in Norhern like Chiang Rai and Chinag Mai, I heard its pretty cold stiff. haha. well i would like experince once. Oh and i actually got an extar moeny from my online-shiping store. its up on instagram for awhile haha. nice riht. therefore i decided to indulge myself a little! hopefully its fun with these guys haha. also we plan pretty full detials thus i dont think gonna lost. Also I pretty much gather some of less faminism peers that have the same travel aspect, you know, if we travell with someone we hadnt had the same thing. its terrible idea i must say. Go Go the palm tree cliche hello for the new chapter of da winter life! Whats your goal for this 2015? simply i would want to be Slimmer, richer, thats all i want haha. Nothing much for a 2015, even if i hardly reach to them, during the exam days i gain 2 kg and still cant put them down, i'm still crying since today, my face and legs are pumped into the vain, they are hugely obese and i turned myself as a chubby woman. as i've aslways been haha. Oh i will be 20 next year! count the months tho haha. and will be officially fledged adult! hopfully.
Confession.
(u might considered me as anything, anyways or judged me on what i do haha. Idc. )
- I broke into somebody house (with a worth reasons)
- I had an affair with younger lad in school and he had gf.
- being more shady and bitchy (a worth reasons )
- party too lots
- smashed someome heart
- cursed on somebody i shoudnt
- dead drunk
- splurged on everything rip-off
- wieght gained
- big crush on someone i shouldnt
Goals 2015
- be patient on everything
- be slimmer
- be richer
- be more confident
- be hard working
- be staying
- be uncared
- be grown up
I still want to finish my novels but i feel like i had something worth more this, like i get bored of it but i dont. I want to write it but i dont know haha. ugh. See you next chapter! Stay tuned and stay happy! Marry Christmas for day ahead!
- Anna.
(Ps. I will write about Korean trip next chapter stay tuned! )
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