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ลำดับตอนที่ #1 : DesCribtive writing~ FEAR

Fear I peek out of the taxi’s window, the same pictures of the view goes pass my eyes as if it’s a movie playing over and over again. The picture outside is decorated by a yellowish-green and orange color of the fall, and also is decorated by the sparkling blue-sky of the lake Winnipesauke reflecting the sunbeams. How wonderful to live here, I think, this is such a delightful place. I ask the taxi driver how much longer it takes to reach the distant, he answer five more minutes. I’m staring at the watch and starting to count down. Every second, I’m getting close to the distant. Both of my legs are shaking quickly and heavily with excitement and fear. I can feel my heart is pumping as hard as it can, the blood are rushing up my face. I feel like I’m going to pass out. I can’t breath properly; I open my mouth widely to breath in the oxygen. Then without notice, we arrive at my new school, Brewster Academy. No one is around there, I glance around worriedly and without notice I bite my tongue so hard that it is bleeding. I can taste the bitter of the blood in my mouth. Then a tall middle-aged woman walks up to me and asks do I need any help. I say yes and tell her that I’m the new student here and just arrive. She takes me somewhere near the sparkling blue-sky painted of the lake; there are lots of people there. They seem to look unfamiliar to me and somehow this makes me scare. I feel weightless at my leg; I can’t move forward nor is backward. All I can see is the American girls and boys, I look up for Asia but all I can find is disappointment. I feel itchy and watery in my nose. I amble around invisible with loneliness-hearted. Surprisingly, a hand touches my bony shoulder lightly. I turn my head and look at the owner of that hand, I see a girl. We have a little bit of conversation, and she asks me if I am scare to be this far away from home. Silence, is my answer. Deep in my fearful heart it answer; yes I’m fear. I scare to make no friend, I scare to be lonely, and I scare to every little thing that no one can imagine. It is a moment of fearful and loses to me…. By Dekyakzii~