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ลำดับตอนที่ #1 : Expectation and Reality
-Prologue-
Expectation and Reality
[Mark Masa]
‘I like him, not you!’
Such a short sentence lingers long in my mind.
A sentence uttered to express clarity that plays in my mind like a broken record.
Goddamnit…it hurts so bad I can’t go on.
“Ughhh…” I stumble out of the Bar. Either the influence of alcohol or the reality check makes me think the person who was standing next me is P’Bar, the guy who had just rejected me cold-heartedly. (“P’” is a suffix in Thai used for those who are slightly older than the speaker.)
“Aa…P’Bar…” I mumble and put my arm around his shoulder, planting my face into his neck that reeked with the smell of alcohol just like mine.
I knew I was drunk…
I drank alone after the rejection. Atlhough my friends had invited me or offered to take care of me, I told them I wanted to be alone, to pour alcohol onto the heart’s wound hoping to ease its pain.
“Watch it.” Came a stern voice. I couldn’t help but smile to myself. How is it that I’m going back with P’Bar though I came here alone?
“P’Bar…I…hic!...really like you” I stop to say the words slowly, but it seems he wasn’t interested. Of course, how could my words compare to the actions that person does for him?
Thump!
I push him into some car parked in the lot and plant my face into his neck again. Though I was surprised that he was the same height as me, my face didn’t budge and my nose just pressed against his.
“For fuck’s sake! I ain’t Bar!” His scowl didn’t bring me to my senses. Hearing P’Bar’s name made me miss him more.
“You’re P’Bar…be him for me…” I replied while looking at his face. It was blurry with a perplexed pair of eyes staring back. I missed P’Bar even more.
“Alright, say I’m really Bar, whatcha gonna do to me?”
“Oh…I want you P’Bar. I don’t want anyone else to have you, no matter how handsome or lovely they may be…be mine, P’Bar…”
I press my lips against his warm mouth, tenderly kissing him before prodding my tongue inside. Although his resistance made things difficult, I was determined to have my way with him. The more he repelled, the more heated my passion grew.
Pow!
“Fuckin’ asshole! Why you…” He shoves me to the floor and throws a punch to my mouth. I stare back up at him with anger.
“What the heck? Will it kill you just to like me?” I yap back at the person above. He swears like a madman before stepping towards me and pulling me up by the collar till our faces brush.
“You want this Bar guy so much huh…ok then…”
“Uhh~” My eyes widen as those hot lips suddenly press into mine. He nibbles on my lower lip till I had no choice but to open up. The sharp pair of eyes that were glaring at me were difficult to interpret. Anger? Pity? Perhaps annoyance? One thing was for sure though…
These weren’t the pair of eyes I liked to stare into.
He wasn’t P’Bar…
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