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I love dogs awwwwwwwwwwwwwww~
 

Fears- now i'm scared of getting sick and have to bring myself check at hospital, which is, you know, so embarrassed, it's the man point. it's a little bit wierd like you are willing people explor your whole body, whereas it is something relevant, seriousness stuff. I do care. What would you do after you open up your organs to sb and then when you walk out of the room.. it's fucking akward isn't it? No way. I should take more care about myself, healthy life i don't want to get in any kind of sickness i'm kind of fed up with the thrilled things, comes up with, wether it good ir bad still not good for me. It's like you have to face up your doctor and listen the causes why this symtoms are waked up. sorry for being s00 babbled, rambled on sth you don't have idea to. I'm terrify, to hear something like 'I'm sorry you have cancer' you can riducue me after but i'm truly scare of it. Becase it can be possible. I found the infos from google cus i wannta know what am i.. and signs are dead similar. 

I guess this past 6 months i haven't had a proper sleep behavior like i slept too late, around 2 am-3, untill now. I'm fully aware it causes of bad health for sure. i should stop bringing these shyt things to myself. 

Crushing on sb again..
Got no class tomorrow but i have to go.(What?!)
should have oversleep