I swear i wrote about thosand of line here and nothing can replace what i typed what the hack is fooling me? well just mind off and start writing! with my upsetting mindful, trully try to get a conquer! with this!
I guess i might get the result that i'm a looser yes I am cuz i'm too fed up with what i'm f.ucking doing. Anyways, there's no explanation why i'm here at this time. I get too bored to clarify again, secound time I guess my head is running up again. That's a good thing! I'm just get a bit of shyt life it's all myself in tecnically I'm a real looser.
I hate myself that I can't get muself confront with the reality and other peoples, it's afraid thing that i'm head d.icking the future thing! I just can't explain what I should have said like speechless, uncomfortable, social akward what? I used to be confident, self-centered, extrovert girl isn't it? but it is all dick.
one of the thing is i belive the bestest way to happy is whilst you are on whatever now, put on some prodigy at max volume on super duper headphones i can tell it's such a great feeling; felt it's all empty on the cold mint or you might get suffer from defening lound.
the more defening sound of siren is reminding me time to change and new life, the begining of new day yes it is. I'm totally lost
Full of heavy head. I got sick past week, obviously get suffered from fever but you don't need to know. fuck mom is waking up by the lound of siren in my phone.
I called hime because I miss him and it hurts, we talked like 3 hours it was overwhelming ever but he get disappeared from me, I knew that and it happened yes! sometimes i felt i shouldn't do this, keep following sb that never look back at you. Should i move on?
Wish lists!
- Save money for 50,000
- Buy
- Buy
- spurge on
- Macbook pro 40,000 at least
To be honest i get super frustated why i have to do this while others do sth more relevent and significant where was i?
Thanks there's no class on Sunday! i wen't to Student activities classes today it is sort of community class somewhat and guess what i'm late, i don't wanna give you an excuse but we're like (peers) got lost on the road whilst swapped the line and on the pose of turning and it went wrong, gone to another alley which you imagine the road in BKK it all fooled us so we tried keep the way back by using google map yes! it is f.ucking usefull all this tim, be at class by then, an hour stuggled back to campus. luckily it was the first time after introduction class so no one seems to care if i'm in.
Smoking! Bummer!
It's 1:14 I should be in fluffy bed and and sleep for life.
Social akward right? there were people on that night that did freak me so bad, i didn't know, it would have be an opportunity to make sone new friends but i really like the friends i have and i'm reakky shyte at meeting new, you know, and also i llike rough as f.uck and no-one talked to me either apart from a boy who was absolutely wankered but abizarrelly charming so i juust chilled with peers but you know, all of that thing was shyte i should have lock myself would be the bestest way. I don't expect you to understand what i'm typing here i don't know. I'm too lost to clarify what i'm fully mean it's a blog right? right. fancy what fancy.
currently listening.. it's 1.25 should go. later guys!
currently listening.. it's 1.25 should go. later guys!
Simply, bye.
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