Camille's Novelber 2017

ลำดับตอนที่ #1 : 01 Forest (rhymes, not a novel, angst, psychological)

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01 Forest

Sometimes when I’m all alone, it feels just like taking a vacation.

A vacation that feels endless and lonely.

Lonely is one of the words I thought I would never use to describe myself in my lifetime.

My lifetime, I feel like it’s been spent unworthily for a while now.

Now I’m at a vacation in my head.

My head is covered by only a camping hat, I imagine.

Imagine, it feels like I have a hat carrying rocks on my head despite that.

That is what I would feel like when I’m in a dark, cold forest, alone.

Alone, lonely, miserable, clouded, that’s what I feel walking all by myself, breathing in the clear but heavy air, carrying the world on my shoulders, but still, hoping to find a guiding star that will lead my way into the light.

Light, is a light worth wandering around with my two tired legs in this endless maze?

Maze, should I find the way to get out of this gloomy forest?

Forest, is it the you in my head that will help lead me through to the bright path with all the happiness I yearn for after all this time?

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