Cursed

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After the first day, I was treated no different from what a bastard would be.

Many senses reaching me are none but signs of ignorant, nuisance and suppression.

Efforts spending there won't give me anything in return but waste and increased severity of nosophobia.

I should've continue my writings instead of commiting such risk.

From this, it's quite obvious that I'm not fit in this 'virilistic' world especially when left alone in 'oblivion'.

The victory on 'April Fool' was definitely Pyrrhic as resentments I found today shown as its clear evidence.

When shall my days begin? or it may have already passed...like before that day?

When will be the day I'm no more left behind, and when will my victories stop being considered Pyrrhic?

When will I win a war....which is not a Pyrrhic one?

At least Pyrrhus archieve his greatness in a great level...what about me?

Like Pyrrhus, with the skills of God but a cursed destiny.

If my tears gonna burst out soon, then it shall be...